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Jon Lester: ‘Hard for me to walk around clubhouse and look guys in the eye right now’ 07.22.12 at 7:02 pm ET
By Mike Petraglia

Jon Lester says it's hard to look his teammates in the eyes right now. (AP)

In the wake of the worst outing of his major league career, Red Sox lefty Jon Lester didn’t pull any punches when describing his performance on Sunday. Lester allowed 11 runs on 10 hits, including a career-worst four homers in a 15-7 loss at the hands of the Jays Sunday at Fenway.

“I think it pretty much describes itself,” Lester said. “I don’t really need to have any words for it.”

But Lester expanded upon the outing that was disastrous from his very first pitch, a fastball that was driven over the Green Monster by Brett Lawrie.

“It’s never good, it’s embarrassing,” Lester said. “I’ve let my team down a lot this year. It’s hard for me to walk around this clubhouse and look guys in the eye right now. I’m not pitching well. I’m not doing my job. Guys scored seven runs today. We should win this game. Like I said, it’s embarrassing. That’s all I can really say about it.”

[Click here to listen to Jon Lester explain his feelings after the worst start of his career.]

Lester, who is now 5-8 on the season with a 5.46 ERA, was asked what’s gone wrong?

“Name it, everything,” he said.

After the five-run first that he allowed to the Jays, Dustin Pedroia came over to Lester as he was entering the dugout and gave him a pep talk, trying to lift his spirits.

“I still have to go out and do my job,” Lester said. “He did his job today. I have to do my job. That’s what it comes down to. It’s nice guys obviously want you to succeed, not only a business level but a personal level. It’s nice to know guys have my back, which I know they all do. Just have to keep grinding it out.

“[My confidence] obviously not as high as its highest it’s ever been. The thing is no one is going to feel sorry for me. I have to go out and pitch better. I have to pitch better. I’m not worried about my confidence, I’m not worried about my mechanics. I’m not worried about anything but just trying to execute pitches, and I’m not doing that. I’ve got to get back to trying to keep it simple. I can’t worry about the outcome. It cliched and sounds stupid but if I just try to get back to basics of keeping the ball down, up down, and change speeds, maybe things will be different.”

Asked if he believes his fortunes will change soon, with his next start slated for next weekend at Yankee Stadium, Lester was hopeful.

“God I hope so. It’s getting old. I’m not a big fan of sucking, to put it lightly.”

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  • Signicy

    I AM lost for words he should Go DL

  • Guest

    He really does suck this year, and I personally would welcome any trade for him. However, at least is honest and taking responsibility and feels ashamed of himself instead of making stupid excuses. 

  • James

    You can’t trade him when his value is lower than its ever been, simple as that.

  • Punaa

    I really think and always thought that Lester and Beckett are throwing like the way they have been, they are trying to pull a Manny, do what ever they can so they can get traded, its the only way and quickest way to do it, and still get paid for it, and look bad and have the Red Sox pay it even when they leave, now that is a stab in the back, why not, they are not even trying to ful fill thier commitment to thier signed contract, so I do not feel bad for the owners, they are always stuck at least in the Baseball world, garanteed contracts, they should sent them to a most lopsided team in the bottom of the standings besides Boston, they are not man enough to at least try, you gonna tell me they are really trying with intensity, thier is nothing, not even a gritty look, lets play some baseball, they show something to just tease you then they flop all over again, with not heart, its a shame, they stink, I would rather put a rookie in thier to see what he has, and tweak with him if you have to, what you gonna lose, it might surprise you,

  • Jghh

    You are all fair weather fans the guy is having a rough year .. So is lincecum .. You don’t trade a guy who wins 15 a year because he can’t get out of a bad season. Those are the guys that come back to kill you

  • Curious

    I doubt this is an evil conspiracy to piss off red sox fans. Why destroy your own career out of spite? I’m sure the whole chicken and beer spin from last September totally messed with their confidence and mindset, though, and it may be hard to recover. Pitching at Fenway is tough enough already.

    At this point, though, I’m sort of hoping Cherington does blow the team up. Take a look at the current draft position: http://www.mlbtraderumors.com/reversestandings2012

    Right now the sox actually have a protected pick. Because of the new CBA, it might be good strategy to periodically throw a season. The draft cap gives the first picking teams far more financial flexibility, and extra picks are hard to come by. Why not trade a few extra outfielders to get the best prospects we can, trade a catcher to see what Lavarnway can do, and put Becket and Lester on the phantom DL? If Crawford needs surgery, get him surgery. Give DiceK enough starts to make sure he’s done (I’m sure he would be cheap and motivated next season.) Try out some more bullpen arms as starters. Keep the best ones or trade them in the offseason. Let Ortiz walk to a team closer to a World Series. Then draft pitching.

    Because we’ve seen again the past few seasons how important pitching is, and how hard it is to get outside of prospects and the draft. Sox teams have done well offensively, but run up most runs against weaker starters. They’ve lost the games that should have been pitcher’s duels. But, of course, it’s not just the Sox. Even the Yankees have had a rough time in the post season.

    I know Henry et al are worried about NESN ratings, but a young overachieving team is much more fun than a disgruntled underachieving one. I think true fans will understand what’s happening, and casual fans are starting to tune out anyway.

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